It's about a year ago I set up this blog but didn't have a clue as to what I was doing, now I'm back again, still don't really know what I'm doing but taking action. So as my title says, many things have happened without me really trying too hard and that's what it is supposed to be about, intention, letting go, trusting and allowing.
In 2011 I returned from holiday in the South of France and kept a lovely photograph of myself stood posing on a luxury yacht, on my fridge. I wasn't consciously aware that I had any intention of up rooting yet again especially at the age of 52, I was happy in the UK with my little part time job and loved my little house but something deep was stirring as within 9 months I was living in Juan Les Pins, my house rented out, I had a job working with the yachting industry and a lovely little apartment with a pool and 5 mins walk from the beach.
Working hard but having a ball - there is more to this story but it all happened so easily once I made the decision, all sorted in 2 weeks from my laptop. The energy shifts when you make a decision, otherwise you remain in limbo.
I haven't been able to manifest lots of money for myself but I do manifest events which then lead to further success, financially and emotionally. Growing and learning constantly.
There are setbacks, I'm a Libran and as much as I like balance in my life when the scales tip I find it very difficult to feel good when on the tipping down side. To manifest what you want your emotional energetic vibration has to match. Lots of money doesn't really mean that much to me, helping others and the quality of life does and never having much I have no idea what it would feel like to have so much more. What I do know is, having suffered many disappointments in my life, I do deserve so much more and why shouldn't I have a piece of the cake too and think of all those people I could help?
So now being in a place where I feel so very grateful for everything I have, more things are starting to happen for me but not always in the way I expect, which is why I now ask and expect to receive what I have asked for OR something better!!
Faults started to show themselves during my first year, my little apartment became very noisy as it was mainly for holiday makers. Neighbours wearing shoes on tiled floors, getting up in the early hours and deciding to hoover. My nights became stressful and I was forced to wear earplugs and take herbal sleeping pills to try knock myself out. I had set up my Complementary Therapy business and was constantly worried about clients arrriving then the heels clicking. This wasn't good and I felt rather sad, I loved this little place. Yes loved it and had been so grateful for it, why was this happening?
I meditated on this for a while - light bulb moment 'PING' of course, something better is on it's way, my real desire would be to have a house again and no neighbours but the chance of that happening without living out in the sticks was unthinkable - impossible even, "Ooh no, should never use that word, anything is possible" and it is! I decided to ACCEPT, accept and told myself everything is as it should be.
The loveliest, affordable 2 bedroom detached villa with a garden came my way, not only that the ideal car, (which I did need at this point) became available to me the very day after.
For those people who constantly oppose change because of fear and preferring to stay comfortable and safe with what they already know and have, boy could you be in for a rough ride, if you're not prepared to learn and grow, which is why we're here on this planet you will very likely experience everything safe and comfortable crashing down around you and forcing you into something new and wonderful but could also be very scary! Trust and go with the flow, stop swimming against the current!!
I have more to tell but I would love to hear your stories of how things have worked out when you decided to surrender (give up even), the worry and fear of not being able to control the outcome yourself.
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